Last night was the last time I will check up on him. I won’t let myself this influenced by his mere presence in my life. Officially deleted from my life…now it If it was as easy to do that to my mind & heart…..
Kicking a 6 year addiction takes time. I have to keep telling myself that.
Just Can't Help Myself
Keep going through these phases in my life where I cant stop thinking about you constantly. Keep wishing circumstances were different. Keeps wishing you were different, because I know that even if I changed - it wouldn’t be enough…